3/14/2023 0 Comments Runix cube head heartThe lulls and full throttle accelerations are disorientating, and I’m succinctly aware that I can’t interpret my own experiences without bias. What do they hold? Do these pages hold the secret to unlocking my mind and fixing the self that I’m tired of convincing myself is not broken.Īnd yet, I know my perception of the world is consistently changing. I then find myself browsing the yet unread pages with a wistful curiosity. I suppose it’s a mixture of satisfaction and disappointment. I’ve picked up the book that leans against my bag, to my right, at least five times in the last 30 minutes and flicked through the pages I’ve read with a feeling I’m not sure I can identify. Is that healthy? Is that productive? I don’t know if I can answer that, but I find myself closing all the other internet tabs (other than the one that I’m writing this in) to try and stop my mind from wandering. I’m technically on vacation right now, but still I created a to-do list for myself for the week. Too many books to read, too many menial tasks to do (for absolutely no reason), and that painting that I bought four months ago that is still leaning against our wall begging for a nail and a hook. I’m aware of the pattern and yet, just like my inability to leave a library with only one book, I find myself consistently leaning into the comfortable and stagnant chaos of work. I break down my life, organize it into pretty little boxes, then move the boxes around like a rubik’s cube until I discover the flaw that is causing the “problem.” Then I construct a fool proof plan that, when executed, will solve the unsolvable problem of living a perfectly colour-coordinated life. The Lords of Chaos try to summon the Chaos Beasts (Based on beasts from mythology, such as the Hydra, from Greek Mythology, the Roc from Arabian Mythology, the Gashadokuro from Japanese Mythology, the Golem from Jewish Mythology, the Sphinx from Egyptian Mythology, Medusa from Greek Mythology, the Kraken from Norse Mythology, the Manticore from Persian Mythology and the Dragon from Slavic Mythology, with the only exceptions being Dracowerepyre and Pony Gary Yellow).Īs always, the opposite of Chaos is, in fact, Order, especially as shown in the Mirror Realm involving Mirror Drakath and his friends, the Lords of Order.Īlso, as revealed by the Void Larva NPC in the Void, as well as the Great Void Dragon itself, the closest magic related to Chaos magic is Void magic - which is exactly why the Void Dragon entrusted the Lords of Chaos with four different colored Void Spheres needed to unlock the door to its lair.Īs revealed on the Chaos Shaper class description, as well as the Supreme Commander armor descritpion in HeroSmash, Chaos is actually neither good nor evil it is a neutral commanding force that can be harnessed by heroes and villains and neutral characters alike.Every time I start to feel overwhelmed/discouraged I do the same thing. It is a recurring theme of AQ Worlds and is controlled by Drakath and his 13 Lords of Chaos. Chaos is a powerful and unpredictable energy that can Chaorrupt (short for "chaos corrupt") objects and beings into Chaos versions of themselves.
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